It has been a bustling month last October. Yet, a great month where number of design projects would keep me smiles in a super-emotionally-upsetting hot weather in Surabaya. It reached 42⁰ C! I’m still thinking, “Does hot weather make couples enthusiastic to rejoice their marriage?” There were wedding ceremonies in almost every weekend in October. October was a place where I can’t take someone special with while the guys bring up their lovers. A wedding ceremony would always remind me to a person who’s very excited about it. Damn! I still can’t let go my beautiful past... #stupid me#
It’s November 4th now. It is the first day when rain becomes sudden and unfriendly after a long drought season. It might be a sign of change for me. I hope it would be a better change. It should be that! Can’t letting go a past doesn‘t mean that someone can’t move forward to reach a better future. Well, that is what is in my mind. ...?
“My future is my past, a beautiful time -that I believe- called: LOVE. Moving backward, begging for an acceptance can’t be a way to reach it back. Moving forward is the way to show and to prove that I WILL BE THE MAN. –
– I will be the man who takes part in your heart.”
That is my last word, written with my last remaining power, today, at 11 PM. It’s Friday and I’ve just finished my overtime. What an emotional evening... Tomorrow is a big day for a friend of mine and I am going to be his best man. I should prepare myself with enough rest then. See you next week blog, I’m going to spend my weekend with lots of entertainment ahead after these tiring days. I do mean it... J
Mario Arthoni
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